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Bear The Weight
03:45
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I can see it in your face tonight
is it all of the fear in this life?
spiders dance in the rafters
dust in the light shakes with laughter
you bear the weight of what’s to come
you sit awake and watch reruns
I’ve been fending off intrusive thoughts
carved my name in falling walls
it’s tearing down the rest of me
I’m nothing now but barren streets
you left this life behind
lended out all your singing cries
deserted whims left on a limb
taught to weigh self worth by your sins
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The Hum Of Your Voice
02:19
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I told you if we don't talk about it
it'll sour in our bellies until our final hours
it moved too fast since I told you that
last summer in my bedroom after you lost your dad
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna die
I just wanna lay down next to you and cry
At the mercy of the bridges we cross
At the mercy of the time we lost
it's the hum of your voice ringing in my head
it said keep on moving we must honor our dead
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Huckleberry Song
02:53
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Huckleberries rotten on the ground in the sun
you can lay down next to them and feel real numb
but it won't take away all the pain you feel
when you're clinging onto memories that can't be real
Honeysuckle sprigs stuck in your teeth
you've been watching grandpa take a knife from a sheath
you miss those mountains and you miss your past
how could you know it'd be your last?
One day i'll be back again
we can walk those trails going hand and hand
you can tell me all the things that I missed out on
you can tell me all the pain you felt while I was gone
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4. |
Falling Knife
02:18
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my mama said don’t waste your time
trying to catch a falling knife
you’ll be out on the floor hands and knees
left to bleed left to bleed left to bleed
my mama said to take her word
this rodeo it ain't her first
she has fallen with grace
looked death in the face
my mama knows you’ll do what you want
before you go give it one more thought
you've tried so many times
put your feelings aside one last time
one last time
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5. |
That I Fear
02:06
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take me to the banks of the river
let me sit with all my thoughts
they don't seem to ever stop
I don't wanna feel anything at all
just wanna sink in a bottle
counting the days far and near
it's the lack of control that I fear
my mind it moves too fast
knowing these good things
don't ever last
I"ve got something I must say
gotta stop wasting these long long days
but it's my mind it moves too fast
knowing these good things don't ever
last
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6. |
Bb Guns
03:18
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I am sitting on the moon tonight
praying to god she won't put up a fight
basking in all her glorious light
casting shadows out of spite
secret widows wake the sun
shattering glass with bb guns
can you see me way up here?
I can see you shedding tears
it's like looking in a funny mirror
there's a stranger that I fear
can you see me way up here?
I can see you shedding tears
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7. |
Now I Know
02:45
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I lost myself for a while
out of sorts and in a spiral
overshadowed by denial
you gave an inch and I took a mile
now I know
thank you for the things you said
I'll carry them until I reach my end
I often wish that it were me
It's all for you this life I must redeem
now I know
what purpose do I have to stand on?
when the ground beneath my feet is gone
the flowers can't seem to grow
we all wither living in the shadows
now I know
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8. |
A Thing I Won't Find
03:10
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I keep a walking out in the night
I keep a stalking a thing I won't find
what are you looking for?
when the thing you lost ain't no more
you had it all and now its gone
but you took the time to make it strong
I stand unscathed
heart full of rage
I stand unscathed
you won't age
I keep a walking out in the night
I keep a stalking a thing I won't find
beneath a star drenched sky
salt and iron flooding high
robbed of all your flesh and bone
we keep you where it matters most
I stand unscathed
heart full of rage
I stand unscathed
you won't age
I keep a walking out in the night
I keep a stalking a thing I won't find
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